I found myself,
along with half the population
of Florida, converging onto the Orlando scene this week for some Christmas fun at the Ice Exhibit.
Actually, it had nothing to do with fun and everything
to do with spending the day with my mom, my sister-in-law and my niece, Brooklyn. The day didn’t go as we had planned, but to me the real treat
was hanging with the fam . . .
The exhibit’s marketing scheme was classic amusement park.
As we walked out of the display (once we made it past the gift shop) we had the option of getting a picture with Santa, for a small fee of course!
My goal
was to get to the free hot chocolate line
as quick as possible with hopes that some feeling would return
to my fingers and toes. But heading out the door, I noticed no one following me.
My mom and I had gotten separated from my sister-in-law and Brooklyn. After a few minutes of searching, my mom found them.
Brooklyn had gotten permission from Santa’s elf to stand in the Santa line for free. She didn’t care a hoot about getting her picture with him. She just wanted to talk to him for a minute!
I stood off to the side watching my little niece, hands in pockets, her caramel-colored hair spilling out of her multicolored stocking cap, waiting patiently
at the bottom of the steps for Santa to invite her on stage with him.
I wondered what she would say. She too had been asking about the hot chocolate, so I knew
whatever she wanted to tell him ranked higher on her list than warming her tootsies.
Finally, Santa turned Brooklyn’s way and waved her on up.
I held my breath as she walked alone up the steps
and across the stage. It felt so ceremonial, so special.
As she approached, Santa leaned over to look her square in the eyes
and she proceeded to tell him—she never would tell us what she told him—whatever her heart desired. His eyes never wandered
from her face. She had his undivided attention.
I caught myself wishing that were me up there
talking to someone who wanted
to know my deepest desires. And someone who would have the wisdom
to tell me what to do with them; someone who could look deep within my soul and know the ideas and questions I struggle to articulate.
The truth is I do
have Someone like that! He happens
to be the Creator of the universe, not someone earning a little Christmas money with a part-time Santa job.
My Heavenly Father cares deeply
about what concerns me. I don’t have to wait in line, or pay to spend time with Him. He’s never too busy. (It’s usually the other way around.) He listens intently and encourages me to pour out my soul to Him. Psalm 62:8
All of this . . . because Christ came down!
I love
that mental picture I have now of Brook and Santa.
Sometimes, if you’re like me, because we can’t see
God, we forget
that He is much more interested in you and me than “Santa” ever was in Brooklyn.
I want to be like a little child
and pour out my heart to Him; like Brooklyn did to that strange man dressed in a big red suit with a fuzzy beard.
I pray that soon Brooklyn will understand there is no one who loves her more than Jesus.
Its true for you and me
too, my friend. So go ahead. Let Him look deep
in your soul and tell Him
all your hearts desires!
,
Merry Christmas Everyone ~
Hope & Glory To You!
Love,
Rebecca
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